I can't even consciously recall the last time I logged into dA, or ever remembered it existed. Roughly 650 deviations and about 300 messages, so yeah, it's been a while. I can't really say I have any purpose on this website anymore.

My camera sits in my car, unused except when other people see it and play with it. I have neither the talent or motivation for photography. It's all I can do to pick up a guitar anymore, let alone something that I don't have 10 years of experience with.

Someone save me from this meager existence.


Oh, and here's some lyrics or something I guess. Not mine, of course.

I try to find myself in the shadows of my room,
but I was suffocated by vacant walls, and solitude.
Knee deep and losing sleep, can't find yourself when you've lost everything.
I'm hangin' off of my own words.
Beneath the sheets you buried me, I'm suffocating quietly.
Is this record on repeat?
You left me with the weight of the world to lift